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So grateful for God’s unconditional love and support

MaBelleverlsating-Rants May 27th, 2017 |

I do believe when it seems like there is nothing in life, it means that God has something wonderful in the coming days. That is what I’ve experienced in my life. Sometimes it is days or months, but after God’s work is finished, there will be so many immeasurable things that will come my way. Thanks God for his unconditional love and support.


Everyone needs love and kindness not racism

MaBelleverlsating-Rants May 17th, 2017 |

Today, I’ve read about that woman in an airplane who experienced some sort of racism together with her friend (and I think you’ve read it too coz it’s all over the internet).

Her experience brought back a memory of mine wherein I experienced racism with a woman who’s saying not so good words on me. My experience was that I bought bread from a store nearby my place. Since it was just near, I’ve decided to walk. When I was there, I chose the bread that I wanted to buy and other sweet delicacies. When I was done, I brought all the goodies that I wanted to buy on the counter. The cashier looked at me and then she asked me in a rude way, “What are you going to pay for these? We will not accept food stamps!” I was shocked and at the same time I felt humiliated. The only words that I spoked to her, “I will pay all of these with my cards.”

On my way home, I pondered with her words. Why was she saying to me like that? Do I look homeless? What’s wrong with my clothes and with my Asian look? Am I begging for something? Do I look like I don’t have at least 10 bucks to pay for the goods that I want to buy?

I was angry thinking about her words (it’s like after shocked). So, the next time that I was there, I used my car, I dressed up properly, I combed my hair, used my branded bag, used my branded wallet, and I put on some perfume. It was like a sweet revenge on a garbage minded person like her.

Anyway, after several months, that bread store that was there for a long time was closed. It was sad to know about it but, oh well, with an employee like her; it wasn’t good for the business owner to have. I just hope that, that person has something good in life coz despite of what she spoke to me; everyone needs something to receive in order to live and provide for one’s self and the family.

I just hate racist people. Everyone is equal despite of the status in life, the color of the skin, the religion, and etc. We are created equal by God and we are all travelers in this world. I just hope that everyone can spread love and kindness instead of being racist!


Need to get up and do things coz it’s late

MaBelleverlsating-Rants May 9th, 2017 |

I wish I can bring a stove and some cooking ingredients so that I can cook while bringing my kids out. So that when we will be home we can have some home cooked meal. Anyway, it is already almost 9pm right now but there’s no food. And so I have to get up and cook. My kids and I were out twice today for dental appointment and when we were home we were preparing for church’s RCIA. Well, this is life of a mother. Work almost 24hours a day without day offs and without monetary compensation. It’s just fine though for as long as my kids are healthy.


Wishing

MaBelleverlsating-Rants May 7th, 2017 |

I wish I can turn back the time like when I had my first job, I’d probably be saving a lot. I also wish I can turn back my time when I had my first dollar earnings, perhaps, I would have save more. Read the rest of this entry »


Love and think positive

MaBelleverlsating-Rants May 5th, 2017 |

Thinking positive is needed. Disregard the negative for they are garbage in our minds and hearts. We need to only see the good side as always to be a good child and worker of God. We are here on earth for a reason but we cannot perform that reason fully if we always think negative. Holding anger is abnormal. That is not how God made us. We are love and we are made out of love because God is love. And so we need to just feel the love and all the positive things as much as we can. Carrying hatred and anger and all negativity is not what we are made for. Whatever the situation we are in right now, we only need to see the bright AS ALWAYS. We are at the right place and at the right time with the right people that we need to take care of. We don’t need to over think and over analyze, that will worsen everything. Instead we just need to be grateful for everything we have and we need to praise God for whatever gifts he has been giving us.


Neumann TLM 102 Condenser Microphone Nickel Silver

MaBelleverlsating-Rants April 27th, 2017 |

When you are looking for a microphone condenser, check it out! This is a Neuman TLM 102 condenser microphone and this is so adorable. Reading at the features and specifications of this microphone, I can say that this is worth the money. The color that I like is this Neumann TLM 102 Condenser Microphone Nickel Silver. Anyway, once my savings will be enough, I will be purchasing this thing as I love to sing all the time. How about you?


Bass clarinet at guitar center

MaBelleverlsating-Rants March 16th, 2017 |

This has been the request of my friend that she needs me to help her check the bass clarinet at guitar center. Since I love researching and of course window shopping online, I said yes to her. Of all the bass clarinet that I’ve seen, the one that I like most is this Buffet Crampon Tosca Bass Clarinet but it’s out of stock. I told my friend that she needs to wait for the availability of this piece so that she can buy it. I hope she can wait. If she cannot, then she needs to choose the clarinet that’s available at guitar center.


Ernie Ball musicman bass

MaBelleverlsating-Rants January 30th, 2017 |

Do you know how to play bass? If you do what brand of bass instrument you want eagerly? Do you want to have Ernie Ball musicman bass? There are many models available but the most adorable bass is this “Ernie Ball Music Man Stingray 5 HH Neck Through 5-String Electric Bass Guitar Vintage Sunburst Rosewood”. For me, this is so pretty and if I will buy this, surely this will last for a lifetime. I just love the brand. Do you love it as well?


It’s nice to read beats pro review

MaBelleverlsating-Rants December 18th, 2016 |

Who loves beats brand? Do you love it? I am sure you do like beats. As what I can read about beats pro review, this thing is pretty awesome. It even encouraged me to buy it for myself this Christmas. There are times that a person needs to reward her own self for doing all the works and it is always good to buy beautiful stuffs. This will be a gift to myself this holiday.


Closure of the past

MaBelleverlsating-Rants December 14th, 2016 |

The past doesn’t have a room in the present times and mostly it doesn’t have room in the future. But there are times that you need to have some closures of that particular past so that you can move on. And that is what I am doing presently. It is like this, I insulted a guy who courted me when I was in my teens and I felt lighter right now as I said sorry to him. Well, that’s only in fb but at least I said sorry to him. And that’s it. He has a family with kids right now and I have my own. It is just so nice to befriend with what’s left behind in the past life.